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My posts this week have focused on loss and
suffering, motivated by the birthday of my
youngest son, who died this past summer.
Before his death, I had been delving deeper
into Buddhism, especially deep meditation
and mindfulness, as revealed by Sharon
Salzberg and her work with the Insight
Meditation Society.
Frankly, I was stuck on what appears to
be a major focus on suffering in Buddhist
practice. Just days before my son's death,
I told Ann, my wife, that I thought this
suffering focus was just too negative, not
at all uplifting: preparing us for the worst
life had to offer, rather than the best.
A few day later, I found myself drowning
in the deepest sorrow of my life. Drowning,
is a fitting analogy for the impact of loss
and suffering, especially of a loved one.
During these times, we are submerged in
sorrow, and must learn to spiritually swim
again, in order to survive, and restore our
own lives.
As I was gasping for breath, I received the
note below, titled A Gentle Caress. To be
honest, at the time, I was angry at myself,
my son, God, life, and existence in general;
so as I wrote down the words of this
inspired note - feeling like a fully tortured,
New Thought Job - I was light years away
from any perfect peace.
In time, as I understood this note,
I came to realize that God was not the
perpetrator of my despair - but instead,
in our lives, like Buddhism, God prepares us
for and/or consoles us when suffering
strikes, by offering us a gentle caress,
a place of perfect peace.
A GENTLE CARESS
Perfect peace is still available within
the turmoil, untouched by the chaos
of life, an oasis of sorts, when rumination
fails us, a space between each breath,
a soundless gap in consciousness.
Perfect peace is ours for the effort,
there when we pursue no longer a
reason for the senseless, releasing
the careless, or needless consequences
of the thoughtless, and choose to allow
our need for logic to forgo its answers.
Perfect peace – a place of rejuvenation
and renewal, waiting for our arrival,
an offering of love, distinctly divine,
a gentle caress for the weary populace
of this life: here too, we may find our
serenity, our tranquility, restored.
AT G. 5.15.2014
WITH LOVE, G.
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