Space, infinite, unbounded, exists within the soul.
This is the center of God’s grace!
Watch the abundant sky of the universe within -
reflecting, mirroring the universe without.
Connect tightly to the core space
and venture only to the crystal heart.
Here, at the crystal light you will
find the portal – the path to awakening.
You must prepare to receive
the full bounty of God’s glory.
You are not yet ready to unleash
the full state of grace –
the crystal heart.
The day is coming – prepare.
SOME KIND OF MAGIC
Some kind of magic happens late at night
when the moon smiles down at me and bathes me in its light.
I fell asleep beneath you in the tall blades of grass
when I awoke the world was knew I never had to ask.
It’s a brand new day, the sun is shining
it’s a brand new day, for the first time
in a long, long time, I know I’ll be ok.
It has been truly “some kind of magic," this journey and the “still small voice” that has whispered this message in poems like Crystal Consciousness, listed above, and then in greater depth during my sessions of prayer and meditation – pointing my soul to what I would know as the Crystal Path, the Heartlight, and Universal Consciousness. I believe it is time for me to do what I was asked to do, and share “the message,” as outlined in this Meditation Guidance below, titled Messenger, that I received on Wednesday, November 19, 2008 at 7:35 AM on an Amtrak train moving its way to Washington, D.C.
In all of this you will be a messenger. Your role is to carry the message
to those who are seeking the way, the path to spiritual fulfillment. Simply
take the notes and offer them to those who seek, who wait for the word.
Do not alter the notes - simply write and transcribe and pass the pure
thought to those who wish to listen. The message does not require
explanation or interpretation – just dissemination. The waiting will
understand the words, the guidance, and prepare the way.
You will need to record the message in physical form and transmit it
to the world. Transmit the clear and un-tampered with word - let the
message receiver read and comprehend.
It is time to compile the message and transmit.
NOE 11.18.2008 7:35 AM
In all of this I believe I am one of countless messengers who are now translating and sharing the divinely inspired message they have received - only a drop of water in an enormous spiritual wave that is forming, and will change the consciousness and evolution of humankind forever. As I have documented in previous chapter there are many who are at this time carrying the message forwar and others being prepared to deliver a similar message. I am grateful to be a part of this awakening.
Let’s trace my steps towards accomplishing my mission so far. In May of 2009, while recovering from the removal of my Pituitary Tumor, I began to write Finding God On The Trai and in August of 2009, with Ann’s prompting, I created my blog and began publishing chapters of the book. In February of 2010, again with Ann’s guidance, I began doing Daily Posts On Enlightenment and my readership expanded. Blog readers enjoyed the book chapters that were posted, and often revised and edited by me in real time, but were also attracted to the affirmative thoughts, poems, prayers, and tales of my spiritual journey posted on a more frequentbasis.
Joel S. Goldsmith – author of the spiritual classic The Infinite Way - one of the great New Thought spiritual pioneers and healers of the 20th century, clearly outlines below that we are all able to connect with God.
As we learn to listen to the “still small voice,”
The Spirit of God opens our consciousness….
This spiritual food is never rationed to those who
learn to meet with God within the temple of their being.
I contend that receiving divine inspiration from God, although interpreted by some as madness, is truly possible for all of us if we will listen. Why I am a messenger, frankly I still have no clear idea - except, maybe, it fell to me because I was willing to listen and transcribe without my ego getting in the way, or I had somehow set this in motion that Sunday morning in January of 2007, when half paralyzed and facing spinal surgery, I asked for a chance to do what I had left undone spiritually
I believe that finding a job a few weeks later, which involved a long train commute - resulting in my finding God on the train, creating the blog, and writing this book you are now reading - was no coincidence. I also believe, I have some of the verbal and writing skills needed to handle the assignment, and I was confident enough to convince myself, I was not completely crazy and was able to continue on with the project. Or, maybe, I am just foolhardy enough not to be worried about the potential for negative reactions and feedback from those who will be positive I am dead wrong, demented, or at least in need of immediate salvation – or all of the above.
If you were to ask An she would tell you I have been desperately searching for God all my life, and finally, after countless years and misdirection, I stumbled on a way to connect with God, and God finally, in God’s mercy, responded. When I was a child my mother would tell me, and others who would listen, that I was suffering from “Divine Discontent.” I guess it has continued on throughout my life. More important though, is the “Message” itself, and whether or not what is conveyed is of any use in our modern world; or is the message just my personalized as such; does not apply in a generic sense.
Honestly, each communication I received during prayer and meditation, had about a one-day shelf life for me. It came in the morning and directly impacted my day, and by the next day new guidance appeared, and I would move on. I really used these messages as daily guides for moving forward spiritually, and handling my life issues at the time. Frankly, there was such a plethora of spiritual guidance being received, I was often overwhelmed by the quantity and variety.
Now that I have had the time to study what I have written - including the poems, prayers, and affirmative thoughts, I believe the message is the same message God - Source, Spirit, the Universe, Infinite Intelligence, the Tao, or whatever term you use - has been communicating for centuries, and will continue to communicate until we listen and learn; that is, a message of Enlightenment. But before we explore the details of the messag let us take a moment to understand the origin and foundation of the message.
CORNERSTONES OF THE MESSAGE
Let us start by exploring the cornerstones of this message – The Crystal Path and The Heartlight - to provide some needed perspective on the meditation guidance to follow. Sometimes, it is not just what is said - but how and when it is said that makes a message so impactful. This certainly was the case with my introduction to the Crystal Path and the Heartlight – leaving no way I could miss the point.
It is worth travelling back to a gray and overcast New Year’s Eve morning, the last day of 2007, to retrace these steps. The year 2007 had been an amazing year for me; I had spinal surgery in January, read The Secret in February, started a new job in Washington D.C. in April, learned to meditate in May, found Unity - a New Thought Church, in July, and started to connect with God on my long train commutes in November and December. The following account was published on my blog.
It was New Year’s Eve morning, 2007, and I was attending a group meditatio sponsored by Unity Churc that tied into an international World Prayer/Meditation Event for Peac with people from all over the world participating at the same tim or at least the same day. Ann and I got up early so we could get there at 7AM - the coordinated start time for the event. Since we were running lat we agreed to eat after the event, which was to last about 45 minutes. As I walked out the door I remembered my blood pressure medicine and took it.
The room being used for the meditation was too with twenty of us packed into a room that could comfortably fit about ten. In true Unity tradition, this would be a guided meditation with our pastor, Rev. Carolyn doing the guiding while music played in the background. I worked to shake off my general feeling of claustrophobia. Rev. Carolyn, who is a master of guided meditation, quickly put me into a deep meditative state.
We started by visualizing the earth from outer space, and moving in on the planet until we saw our country, region, state, and finally our town. I am not usually good at visualizing, but I could see every detail in clear color, starting in outer space and slowly moving towards earth, as if in a slow moving space vehicle planning to land. For me, it was amazing, and somewhat frightening, at the same time.
As I came down to the local frame, I could see thousands of figures that were like black shadows moving through a black and white landscape. Each figure was connected with a white beam of light that came from their chest's - each connected to the person closest to them. At this level there were no identities, just vibrational shadows connected by beams of light. I was overcome with a sense of joy and pure peace. Afterwards, I would describe, to those who asked about the experience, that I saw these shadows connected by lights from their hearts. This was my first experience with what my meditative guidance would, in the future, refer to as “the Heartlight."
I moved in closer, and found myself projected into a variety of locations around the world, all amazingly vivid, as if I was there observing the scene standing right next to the people in the vision. My first stop was on a mountaintop that looked like it could be in Afghanistan, and I joined a group of bearded men in robes who were nestled around a large machine gun aimed at the valley below. They were talking and laughing as the light of dawn peaked above the horizon. I knew they were soldiers ready to do battle for what they believed to be a worthy cause.
Then, I felt myself traveling to the next stop, which was a dirty street illuminated by broken street lamps. Later I would think it looked like a street scene in especially given the chaotic crowd of children and teenagers – some shoeless – others just ragged and worn as they searched through large trash bins. Again, I felt as if I was there with them, but they could not see me.
The speed of my experiences quickened, as I moved around the world, with a stop in a plush palace where I listened while a general told a commanding figur who looked like a president or leader that there was no way to avoid a war. As I moved quicker, I started to feel nauseous and opened my eyes, and tried to muster the energy to leave the room but was sucked back into the movement.
After some tim I heard my name being called through the distanc and I started to fight to regain consciousness. As my eyes opened – my Ann was facing Rev. Carolyn holding her hands and crying. Someone standing near me was trying to find my pulse. It was a Physician Assistant who was a member of the church, and in relief shouted, my God I feel a pulse.
When I regained full I was told that a few of my fellow meditators, including Ann, had heard me take a strange gasp of air and I seemed to stop breathing. As they tried to revive me, Ann fell on her knees and began to pray with Rev. Carolyn for me to come back to life. Others called for the emergency squad. Ann and many of the others admitted that they thought I had died during the meditation. The emergency squad took my blood pressur and it was so low and they took me to the hospital. I was released about three hours later, when I stabilized.
Ok, what really happened? As I mentioned, some on the participants in the room firmly contend, including Ann, that I had died and been revived. To this day, Ann feels fear when she meditates with me. A few thought I had experienced Astral Projection, also including Ann, after she heard the whole journey, resoning that I had left my body to travel the world, only to return to full life when finished. My doctor, who is also an expert on meditation, said that it is a common occurrence for blood pressure to drop 15 to 20 points during a very deep meditation. In his opinion, it was the deep meditatio combined with my taking blood pressure medicine on an empty stomac that drastically lowered my pressure and I lost consciousness. He does agree this could be fatal if my pressure was already low when I started the meditation.
I am not sure what really happened, but I will never forget the Heartlight experience, and my journey around the world. A few days later, I was riding on the train to work and struggling with meditating, as I often did in the beginning, when I received my first meditative guidanc and soon after received the direction to write Finding God On The Train. Nothing has been the same since.
CRYSTAL ON MY MIND
For first few days 2008 - still recovering from my New Year’sEve Unity world peace meditation session whereI lost consciousness - I had a phrase that was stuck on an endless loop in my mind – Follow the Crystal Path, Follow The Crystal Path - and it would not be until Thursday, January 17, 2008 that ‘’Follow The Crystal Path” would be explained, in one of my first meditation notes received on the train, as follows:
THE CRYSTAL PATH TO THE HEARTLIGHT
You ask the way and I say you are the way, the light, and the crystal
path to the new world - paradise, freedom, elation, and joy. The way
is in your soul, your soul connected and formed in spirit.
There is only simple joy from simple action. The journey is not
complicated or mysterious; it is only profound because the pursuit
of the way is profound.
It is the mission of the spirit that you seek, and it can only be found
in life, this life. Inside each moment of “now” exists the full extent
of joy – the way is in the moment where God lives. God does not live
in a place, but instead, in the eternal lasting vibration of pure joy, love,
sincerity, and being.
Search not in the fields but in your heart – the heart of your soul.
In each breath there is life, hope, and the creation of forward
movement – the divine in being is all present, all knowing, and
never wavers from a course of love.
You struggle because you want to be something, someone special,
elite, profound, and in this struggle you lose the way, and you are
like a deaf child pounding on the piano keys – wondering why there
is no sound.
No sound from life because you do not appreciate that the day-to-day
activities are but a vehicle for learning the way – not the way. When
you pass to the next plane you will not be known for your title, or
wealth, or even your accomplishments. The authenticity – of who
you evolved into, what you created in your spirit, will determine your
worth, if worth matters.
You are here to experience the joy and pleasure of waking, walking,
and creation. A vehicle of pleasure existing to grow and evolve into
a being of evolved spirit. Leave the focus that the physical rewards,
that the ego will fulfill you; it has not for many years. It is only
through finding the spirit that you connect to the source and realize
The way is in front of you, surrounds you, you swim in it like a thick
soup of fetal protection – it oozes in and out of you. You move
through the thick spirit – as does everyone, everyday – protection
in the pre-birth state waiting for birth. This time, in the womb of joy
is pleasurable, but holds no measure to the infinite joy of light that
waits when you find the peace of the lasting connection with God.
God surrounds you, envelops you, and moves through every
You search for what already exists but you are unable to see. Stop
looking – start feeling. It is all here – the divine heaven of eternal
joy – you walk and live in it, but as of yet, you cannot see the Heartlight –
the Heartlight connects all beings through love. See the Heartlight,
and you will see the connection.
Search for the Heartlight and follow the path
NOE 1.17.2008 7:15 AM
As you can see, the New Year was starting off with a bang. Needless to sa I was stunned when I received this Meditation Guidance. I had fought with myself as I was transcribing the message – which is one of the longest I would ever receive - wanting badly to rephrase and rewor but I resisted. Had I not been involved with a church that encouraged this type of connection, like Unity, I would have sought immediate therapy.
I just kept reading the note and saying – my God what does this mean? I had many questions - Who or what was talking? – God or my demented ego? What is a Crystal Path? And most importantly - what did it mean for my life? I did not tell Ann or anyone else for a few month but decided, then and there, to just go for the ride with God and see what would happen. What I did gleam from this meditation was the following that I have bulleted below because each is central to the message going forward.
· The Crystal Path takes us to a new world - paradise, freedom,
elation, and joy.
· Our soul connected with God is the way and we will be
guided along the path.
· God lives in the eternal lasting vibration of pure joy, love
· We lose our way because we want to be someone special,
elite, and profound.
· On the next plane only our authenticity - who we have evolved
to and what we have created - will matter.
· We are here to experience the joy and pleasure of an
· Infinite joy awaits when we find the peace of a lasting
connection with God.
Of course, crystals are not new to the spiritual world, where crystals have been used for healing and other purposes. Along with the “Singing Bowl,” which is a crystal bowl vibrating a healing tone, there are also chakra-balancing crystals, grounding crystals, energy crystals, meditation crystals, and even manifesting crystals.
A quick visit to Google filled in the scientific details. Basically, crystals could be formed in a few minutes, or take millions of years to develop. sions. The unique aspect of the crystal is that it grows based on an orderly, pre-ordained plan, that is unique to the individual crystal. The crystal can keep growing, or remain dormant for thousands of years and then grow again. The crystal is also quite hard, conducts electricity, and of course refracts light.
Coincidentally, early radios used a crystal radio receiver for transmission, called a “crystal set,” made up of a crystalline mineral such as galen now called a diode. This crystal receiver needed no battery, or power source, and ran on the power received from the radio waves over a long antenna. Strangely similar to the role of the “crystal soul” in the transmission to infinite intelligence, and the power of God, outlined in the meditation guidance below.
I continued to wonder, and meditate, on what the “crystal” referred to until I finally received the following guidance, explaining the crystal as the divine self, or the soul, transmitting to infinite intelligence. Maybe the Crystal Self works just like the Crystal Set?
The crystal is the divine self – the divine soul within you that is
connecte to the infinite intelligence and power of God. It is your soul -
like a crystal – hard and durable – capable of growing and becoming
more. Through the crystal all light passes becoming more, unfolding
into a spectrum of full life.
The crystal of the divine self has always existed, and will always exist,
and is the essence of your soul spiritually evolving and becoming.
The reason for your existence is to rediscover this crystal, follow its
path, and become one with your divine self/soul and begin to grow
again, drawing strength and power from your connection with the
Infinite Source, Spirit – God.
Cherish the crystal and follow the path back to your true consciousness –
unreflected, unexpected by the ego – constantly forming and reforming
to scare away and deal with the threats of the world.
The path to enlightenment is the Crystal Path – the path to the divine
NOE 1.17.2008 7:15 AM
So the “Crystal” of the Crystal Path is your divine self - your soul evolving and fully connecting with God – resulting in full God Consciousness - Enlightenment. This Crystal through the soul – the divine self – this Crystal Soul knows what it needs to do spiritually to become “authentic” and reconnect with although it may have remained dormant for many years, as mine did. When this is the Crystal Soul becomes the enlightened soul and truly finds heaven on earth.
As encountered in my New Year’s Eve meditation above, I believe that we may all be connected by the Heartlight - connected with a white beam of light that comes from our chests and connects to the person closest to us. This Heartlight is what makes us both
The concept of a light connecting each and every heart has been a recurring theme of my train meditations. A spiritual connecting force that joins us all together as one. The meditative guidance listed below was received on the train March 8, 2008 and was the response to my questions regarding the nature of the Heartlight.
The Heartlight is the portal to the divine consciousness and the godhead
that you seek. The light is the beacon of the soul transmitting the radiant
energy and the true vibration of all life force - connecting between soul
and soul - all souls connected and one with the light.
The center of the Heartlight is the area of your heart and chest. You have
seen the second view – the view of the light as it connects. This is where
infinite connection and the oneness of the soul transmits to all creation.
When you connect with this portal you move to the single consciousness,
the one entity, and the light of all creation. This is the plane of full
consciousness, and once connected, you may visit with any life form and
experience their wholeness.
You are fooled by your form state, your physical ego striving. You have
lost touch with the Heartlight and are seeking the headlight – this path
is one of hopelessness and instead into the ego.
Follow the Heartlight – search for the Heartlight not only in prayer and
meditation, but with every interaction within your life. The Heartlight is
there – you must see it in order to touch your divinity.
You have seen it once, you know what it looks like – search – strive –
seek – be aware - abandon the ego and you will find everlasting life and
the kingdom of heaven on earth.
NOE 3.8.2008 8:45 AM
At the tim I remember shaking my head and wondering where this was all leading, having the distinct impression that I was entering the realm of science fiction. But as I was being instructed I was also being admonished for losing touch with the Heartlight that I did not fully understand or really knew existed due to my ego focus. I was told, if I would abandon my ego I would find everlasting life and experience heaven on earth. Yet, with this my New Year’s Eve experience began to have take on a new sort of mystical meaning, appearing to have occurred for the purpose of enabling me to actually experience what would be referenced as the Heartlight in these later messages.
to put the pieces together - using a computing analogy, the Crystal Soul would be our spiritual Mac Book Pro or while the Heartlight would be our FIOS or Cable infrastructure connecting our soul to the spiritual internet – infinite intelligence – universal consciousness – God.
I would like to close this Heartlight discussion with a poem I recorded, which further describing the Heartlight.
THE HEARTLIGHT POEM
Feel the clear and perfect moment, fresh and full aware from meditation.
At peace, refreshed through spirit - how do I reveal the God in me?
Where is the center of internal divinity? In the vibration passing
through the Heartlight – connected souls – strung together on a leash
The power of all creation is revealed as the connected consciousness
of all living presence. In the moment understand as the essence of
spirit moves through you, surrounds you, in eternal light and vibration,
flowing through the spaces of your cells.
We, you, me, all move through the substance of God energy, the vibration
of creative God force, we breathe the breath of God into our lungs to fuel
our beings. Breathe in God!
The Heartlight is the portal of all human connection – move to your heart
center and see the connection – mentally move through – from the mind
to the heart and through the portal of connected life.
We are one energy connected by the Heartlight!
I would like to open this section with a poem that offers us an analogy, or symbol, to describe God which can help us understand God as more than a concept, and give life to Spirit. In my poem below, Spirit is the strong thread holding together life.
FABRIC OF GOD
Move through this life transcended – awake and alive
beyond the consciousness of the physical – material world.
Comprehend the depth of the spirit holding together
the moment like strong thread.
The fabric is textured and full of manifested and preconceived desire.
Look deeply at the fabric of life – the beauty and craftsmanship
of all forces to create this moment.
The fabric of now was sewn with a million manifestations –
interrelated –conjoined by mutual desire.
Live the moment – understand the creative energy
to bring you this order – this into being.
Wrap yourself in the fabric –
focus on the threads of integrated life creation.
Rejoice in the opportunity to be a participant in this creation.
This is the fabric of God – constantly evolving – changing –
reforming and becoming more.
We each carry a vision of God in our minds and our hearts, and this God is real and personal for us - alive in our consciousness. In my opinion, there are as many interpretations of God as there are those who believe in God. As we all try to peer into the unknow we attempt to describe what we have experienced or wish to experience. For example, my wife Ann believes in the traditional concept of God, as a father figure who is located up in heaven. Ann is not alone, and is joined by millions of other traditional believers.
Before proceeding to outline “the message” I have received during my meditations with God, I need to fully introduce you to the God I have met on the train. For some of you, this God will be like a breath of fresh air in the stale room of life, but for others this God may not fit the preconceived notions of your religious beliefs or spiritual training. I am in no way saying that my concept of God is the ultimate, or the only appropriate vision of God, or that it is “the truth.” What I am saying, is your interpretation of God does not have to agree with mine, or mine with your for us to travel together on this spiritual journey. I would only suggest, if possible, reading the related meditation notes and forming your own conclusion on whether our views of God are similar or different and whether it matters.
I would like to introduce the God of my commute, in a series of “perspectives,” that I believe are being conveyed from my meditation when from time to time, God responds to my questions about God’s nature, or clarifies a point requiring God to be further revealed. By the word “perspective,” I am using the Webster definition – “a particular attitude toward or way of regarding something; a point of view.” Since God is in fact beyond our comprehension, the best we can accomplish is to have a point of view. I would like to introduce six perspectives based on my guidance.
PERSPECTIVE ONE – ONE GOD
All the meditation guidance I am using for this section, or notes, as I often refer to them, were received through prayer and meditation as outlined in Chapter Four - Connecting With God On The Train. So let’s see what God has to say about God. I would like to start out with the following Meditation Note, titled One God, which was an answer to a question I posed about the true nature of God.
The meditation communications I have transcribed, for the most part, refer to God as with a personal pronoun such as he or she, which when I think about it would make sense, at least for me, since the God of my experience is not a person, but a force like consciousness, a universal spirit. What I do not get is the smooth conversational style represented by Neal Donald Walsch’s – Conversations with God, although my content is often very similar to Walsch’s, but instead, many of the communications even though poetic at times seem a bit formal, or better put, academic, as if they had been downloaded from a standard cosmic instruction manual or textbook.
At times these meditation notes, or meditation guidance, appear to be at an advanced philosophical and theological level, expecting the reader, which was me up until now, to work hard to fully comprehend. Given transcribed totally in a matter of minute after my meditation sessio based on an opening line I am given during the meditation - with absolutely no editing on my part - they arrive to me in a surprisingly coherent and well organized fashion - almost like a prepared text, as if God knows the question and had already formulated the answer long before I ever actually asked.
As outlined below, my first perspective conveys that there is only one God – not often debated by the major monotheistic religious orientations – a God which is nameless, formless, faceless, and described as the creative force of the universe, a force we can connect directly with and obtain “God Consciousness.” This Meditation Guidance came on Saturday, June 6, 2009, just one week after the surgery to remove my Pituitary Tumor. You may have picked up that meditation notes are usually dated with the actual time listed. I do this to keep accurate records, and provide some perspective on what was happening at the time. It also allows me to track similar messages, over time, for consistency and comparison.
There exists only one God – nameless – formless – faceless – all power –
all wisdom – all life. The creative force of the universe – universal life and
love – the essence of all that exists or will ever exist. Through God the
breath of life is given – through God all minds are connected – all
vibrations set – all evolution transpires.
God is an energy of life – empowering and powering all growth and
development in the world. God is the universal life force moving all life
to greater beauty, kindness, love, and potential. God is the authentic life
force inside every cell of everything we encounter or hold dear, a life
force pushing to become more, better, fuller, more beautiful, wonderful,
God moves through you, with you, and surrounds you – is whole but
formless and is all form. God is spirit, God is power, God is all and God
is the space between all. No one needs to become God, because you are
God - full of God’s love and intention. Your spiritual mission is to know
the God potential – the living God in you – alive – in full vibration.
No person can stand for God – for God is all humankind, all existence.
A person can move towards God consciousness, connect with the God
self, and live within and with the nature of God. Is this, not the way of
the mystics, and all who have deeply connected with God?
Connect and become one with God – the one God – the all – and the
NOE 6.8.2009 9:25AM
PERSPECTIVE TWO – A UNIVERSAL FORCE
As I have asked these questions during my meditation I am often given an explanation of this unique spiritual connection between God and humankind.
UNIFIED UNIVERSAL FORCE
Always connected to God, you are encompassed in a force beyond
all comprehension – a force consisting of the creative energy of all
life and matter in the universe directed towards empowerment,
growth, and continued creation.
This unified force of all universal life and form is connected and
made one by the love of God. For God is all of this life force and
more - so much more that we cannot comprehend. Unified life is
the connection of all existence within God – a blade of grass in a
universal field of intention and growth.
As a human being you have this connection to divinity – you are
a part of a magnificent growing and expanding energy of God.
Within this connection you can become part of God and move
towards the qualities of God - become more like God, as you
acquire the divine nature within.
You can never become God, for a part of the whole cannot become
the whole that it is part of originally. All true mystics have moved
to this God nature – divine nature – and obtained a power over
the forces of creative life. This connection to the unity of all
life, is the creative connection behind the Laws of Attraction –
Unified with all as a facet of God - you have the power to be
like God and create a heaven on earth through love, positive
thought, and centered emotion. You are connected to the
power and love of God!
NOE 4.11.2010 9:00AM
PERSPECTIVE THREE – CONSCIOUS CONNECTION
the meditation guidance below, we are told all consciousness is connected – from the smallest particle of matter to the intricate human form, a “universal consciousness” exists – vibrationally connected.
Consciousness and connection are at the core of all life and existence
in our universe. From the smallest particle of matter, to the full life of
human form, we are conscious of our existence, exert will over the
outcome, and impact all of our actions.
All matter is aware of its existence and the impact of others.
All consciousness is connected, and this connection, allows for the
communication between all matter. A vibrational connection flows
through the connected consciousness, allowing all matter, all
existence, to impact whatever it interacts with.
Through consciousness – universal consciousness – we are all
connected, and are impacted, by all form. This is the infrastructure
of our existence, and if understood, can be used, through love and
clarity of thought, to manifest what is desired. Every particle is
connected life – conscious and fully aware of its environment.
The vibration of your existence, of your thinking and mind, is
connected and communicating – asking the manifested world to
respond to your expectations and view of existence. With thought,
you are forming your experience, your life – formulating your
Clarity, and positive communication, to the connected consciousness
is essential for finding joy, peace, love, and abundance. The mystics
of the ages understood existence
Always be aware of your consciousness, and connection, and what
you are intending and manifesting.
NOE 9.26.2008 8.04 AM
PERSPECTIVE FOUR – GOD HAS A CHOICE
In this meditation note, we are instructed that God has a choice, as we do, but always chooses love, creation, abundance, and joy. God is fully aware of good and evil – positive and negative – growth and stagnation. What connects us to God is our free will – our capacity to make a choice between positive life force and negative life force. Since we learn from our choices, we are told in the guidance, that there is no punishment, except the resulting effect of poor choices on our lives.
GOD HAS A CHOICE
God has a choice as you do.
God is Infinite wisdom, infinite love, infinite knowledge,
infinite caring, infinite creativity, infinite power
infinite strength, infinite will, infinite growth.
God is fully aware of the potential of good and evil in the world –
full knowledge of the positive and negative – of life and death –
growth and stagnation.
God understands these choices and fully understands the
ramifications and outcomes and has chosen and always
chooses love, creation, abundance, joy, peace, beauty
and the creation of positive life based on divine awareness.
As the living part of God – not God but of God – you have the
choice between the positive life force – and the negative life force.
What connects you to God is the capacity to make this choice –
the capacity to understand that life flourishes in good – and life
diminishes with non-good.
There is no punishment or negative reinforcement or direction
from God – for in infinite wisdom God understands the consequences
of your choices help you learn, redirect, and make more loving choices.
NOE 9.20.2009 10:30 AM
PERSPECTIVE FIVE –
GOD IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR EVIL
This meditation guidance below, titled Evil, clarifies God’s powerlessness in the face of the evil permeating and enveloping our world. This note was a response to my questioning, why God would allow evil in the world to exist, as reflected in constant war, brutality, homicide, genocide, torture, injustice, avarice, and unspeakable pain and suffering. Why would a loving God condone this evil?
The answer is clearly outlined below but to summarize - God does not and cannot transform the evil created by us into good. Since humankind is endowed with “free will” - the power of choice between positive life and negative life - we have the responsibility for the evil we create. According to this message, this evil is the direct result of the human ego gone out of control. We, not God, can only accomplish the elimination or reduction of evil.
In short, do not blame God, or other cosmic entities, real or imagined, such as a of humankind. The true devil is within the ego of humankind. God does offer hope, and pledges to help, in whatever way possible.
God cannot stop or prevent the evil created by humankind, only
humans can do this.
God who is love, and good, does not know or deal, or intervene,
or transform evil into good. Evil, despair, and fear are based on
unlove – the desire to control, dominate, and dictate to others.
Evil is the work of the human ego – separated from God, and as a
result is separated from hope, love, caring, and peace. Negative
acts and negative thoughts generate the ills of this world. Before
the human race, the world survived, evolved, and created life
through the Laws of Spirit and Nature.
Humans, endowed with free will and choice, entered into this life
with the capability for positive change, and the capacity to
accelerate the creation of growth and good. But humanity, has
created and empowered the ego – separate – working to the
best interests, at times, of hysteria, paranoia, and avarice.
Then has turned and blamed their own handy work of these
negative pursuits and intentions, these harmful results and
impacts, on God, fully expecting God to solve and resolve.
God does not invade, imprison, commit homicide, torture, or
persecute anyone or anything. God does not starve the innocent
or condemn the hopeless. This is the work of the human’s ego
desires gone out of control – this is the presence of evil or hell
in your life today.
Do not blame God for the works of humankind, do not expect
God to intervene; God will always work for the good but only
humans can eliminate their human created evil. Humanity, must
reform and transform humanity – and God will help.
NOE 7.17.2009 8:00AM.
This note effectively establishes that God is not the clean up crew for the havoc often created by honestly, although it explains why God did not assist during genocides like the holocaust, or arrange a cure during the plaques, or stop the crusades, it left me with an uneasy sense of dismay – that the hope of humankind rests with humankind. As we will .
PERSPECTIVE SIX – THE HANDS AND FEET OF GOD
The meditation guidance below – The Hands And Feet Of God – further expands on humankind’s essential partnership with God: God being the source, providing the universal consciousness and the creative energy, but we are the conduits of this divine power. You might ask, why does God need us, since God should be able to create anything God wishes - but after more than five years of messages, I believe God cannot fully create alone. It is like God has set up this Internet – universal consciousness - but without users – in this case people with energized individual intention – there is nothing to create.
The fun comes when we add the intentions of billions of people, seven billion plus to be exact, creating and manifesting their hopes, dreams, and desires. Worlds are conceived, cures created, empires built, art formed, and yes all the but also the potential of moving beyond the ego created evil, and creating true heaven on earth.
To do this, we need to be the hands and feet of God, as outlined in the note below.
HANDS AND FEET OF GOD
You are the center of all creation in the universe.
You are the hands and feet of God, and through you and with God –
the inner and outer substance of divine will, the world.
Your thoughts create and manifest your life circumstances, your life
experience. Each thought is a prayer, a creative wish that is fulfilled
by the universe – by life energy.
The divine power – the source of life in life – created man as a thought
of an active God – a God on earth, who is capable of positive, manifested
The essence of all life is seen in the culmination of a life force that can
create easily in the world – who can visualize a new world, and has the
power to combine forces to build what is seen.
The power of all creation requires the force, mobility, the creativity of
both man and God to bring it into being. Each of you is God – source
energy – a full creative energy force. As creative forces, only you can
resist this essence, resist your birthright, and focus on the non-positive,
Joy is the full reative bliss, when you are aligned and creating at
full throttle. Creation leads to more life and a complete abundance.
All you need is the inner soul – the spirit. You carry the source of all
creation, and are connected through the Heartlight to the combined
power of universal manifestation.
As source – connected to infinite intelligence – with the power of
cocreation there is nothing you cannot have, be, experience, or create
into being, as the hands, feet, and mind of God.
NOE 1.29.2008 7:30AM
The message is simply - you, me, we are all active players in this life experience. Free to allow our intentions to grow our lives, and the creation, and evolution of all life. God does not direct us, only guides us and assists us, with expanding the fabric of consciousness, the growing of God itself. I would like to close this review of the perspectives of the God I have encountered on the train, and have fallen in love with once again – the God of our heaven on earth – with this final message:
God grows with each moment of creation in the manifested world –
with each idea, movement, and breath – the fullness of God grows.
All life grows God in the pursuit of more life, more creation, more
God is the force of growth behind all positive creation. This movement
forward is the manifestation of the continued movement forward.
This life force, this creative force is the essence of God, the source –
where all creation is fueled and put in motion.
God – the source – moves only towards the clear truth of perfect
abundant life. Each step builds on the previous step, each creation
forms and becomes new creation. This source is God.
God is in you – God surrounds you – God moves through you –
realize you are a creative, living, cell of God – an individual creation
inspired by divine creation.
We all must grow God.
NOE 11.18.2008 8:50 AM
CLOSING NOTE ON ENLIGHTENMENT
As I have presented the six perspectives of the God I have met on the train, I have realized that “my God,” instead of being a separate entity, is actually intertwined with and coexists with all of sentient life, an active partner with, instead of a controller of, humankind, existing as a creative force, like a kiln where our ideas can be fired and given lasting form. The note below titled, Tangible Creation, expands our perspective of the creative force of God in our lives, telling us our contribution is the total focusing of our emotionally charged desire, fueled by complete belief.
Tangible creation is envisioned desire formed into existence through
the power of cocreation, through your divine spirit connected and
one, with God’s force and power of creation.
Tangible creation is thought in form, in substance, where the imagined
becomes real, takes life, and appears in front of you.
Tangible creation springs from total focused desire, uninhibited by
thought of lack or impossibility – empowered by emotionally charged
belief, powering the connection to both your and God’s creative force –
a life force combination so infused with potential – intention – that it
becomes real – takes shape – and inhabits conscious form.
Tangible creation is your birthright – is at the essence of human spirit –
the divine soul – a power so vast, but often unutilized, except for those who
marshal its forces, and work to create the world of their dreams –
their heaven on earth. A power fueled by complete belief, the absence
of doubt, loving desire, and faith in the creative power of the universal
Here is the universal power at the fingertips of humankind.
Learn it, harness it, and create with it now!
NOE 8.2.2011 7:15 AM
I would like to add an additional Note On Enlightenment to this chapter, and share with you below, what I believe to be one of the most fascinating God concepts I have received in my meditation guidance on the train, titled, God Has No Voice, which suggests that God, in fact, communicates via a conscious vibration, that creates a sensation of meaning, rather than with a voice.
GOD HAS NO VOICE
God has no voice, being but a vibration, which when you touch
creates a vision, s sensation of meaning translated by your need
to form experience into words. The pounding surf of God’s message
wares away at your hazy awareness, until you quiet the clamor of
your restless mind, receiving transmission of a few drops of thirst
quenching nectar – yet this is all that is required, since each contains
the whole story – for all is alive within a single drop, for those who
God has no voice, this is your idiom, instead expressing more
clearly through an emotion of being, forming waves of conscious
vibration, waiting for some connection to be attained and secured.
Listen deeply, feel intensely, connect earnestly, allowing the message
to move through you before you rush to chip away at it in words,
realizing, someday you will communicate so much deeper – fuller.
No reason to feel anxious or slighted, if the reception is unclear, know
God is always expressing, learn to listen, all that is needed is one
NOE 6.3.2012 8:00 AM
As we discussed, affirmations are positive statements announcing to God – universal mind – and to your own subconscious mind, how you view the world, and what you expect to occur during the day, or in your life. It is a powerful way to use the Law of Mind Action, or Attraction, to frame your reality, and set positive expectations.The two affirmations shared below, titled Cocreation and Ready To Receive, will help us prepare to tap into, and use the creative powers we have just discussed, and we will top it off with an Affirmative Thought titled, Visions Of Dreams Obtained
I am able to manifest and cocreate into the physical world, anything I want,
need, or desire. I am able to do, be, or obtain anything, I want to focus my
thoughts on manifesting.
READY TO RECEIVE
Thank you God, for I know you have already solved the problem, and
I am willing to receive.
VISIONS OF DREAMS OBTAINED
Today fill your mind with visions
of dreams obtained, desires fulfilled,
goals accomplished, challenges overcome –
visualizing the intended or desired end
result, rather than the details of each step
on the path to actual attainment.
Today fill your heart with the emotions
and feelings of the joy hoped for,
the happiness encountered, the peace
and serenity of life subdued, the love
felt and found in a heaven of your
Today fill your life with the qualities
of authentic being – the energy and
pure enthusiasm of living on purpose,
being in the zone of constant fulfillment –
the resonance of a vibration whole, solid,
complete and divine – all already present
within you, waiting for you to arrive today.